I do not know
what it would be like
to get stuck
to stammer
to shake my hands
to grind my teeth
to grimace
to repeat myself
over and over and over
I do not know
what it would be like
to be stuck
to attempt to process information I do not understand
to read words unfamiliar
to skip words
to not grasp concepts
to miss context clues
to not flow
to be [...]